RESPONSIBILITY WITHIN FEMININE AWAKENING

A woman cannot repair her relationship to men, money, or God (the energetic trinity of “the Masculine”) without erecting “him” within FIRST.

She must have the powers of her capacity to be with WHAT IS TRUE and her instinctual discriminatory wisdom restored from any and all fragmentation.

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DO NOT SHAME YOUR MAN WHEN HE FALTERS: YOU ARE NOT HIS MOTHER NOR HIS GOD.

Women / the Feminine CREATE and BIRTH the truest, deepest expression of MAN.

If a woman cannot bear her own pain and her own admittedly excruciating (and deeply sensual, btw) vulnerability to initiate MEN into their inherent GREATNESS, then the Feminine pain body remains rooted as part of

*The Problem*.

If we, as women, cannot bear our own deep vulnerability, we are not only contributing to our own unhappiness, but we are quite literally enabling the collapse of the masculine in the collective.

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THE BEAUTIFUL DANGER OF SEX MAGICK

I am not sure if he had his fingers inside of me or if they were still 2 feet away from my body, holding the echo of my heartbeat in his hands. It doesn't really matter either way....because in this moment, everything is womb.


My body knows this language better than any word my mouth could ever form.....the lightning rod of dark pleasure and surrender opening the deepest through-line of my body: from root to belly, encircling heart, opening throat, and emerging as hot panting breath in the mouth of this wanting creature who lives inside of me.

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DEATH OF THE BLOWJOB

Originally Written: 12/19/2018

"Ask any woman who has performed oral sex and they will confirm it certainly is a job."

~ the internet (specifically, the 1st site I found when researching the etymology of this term)

BLOW JOB:

From blow off (“to fell ate”, to blow (someone) off, a phrase which originated among prostitutes), 1933 +‎ JOB.

"Blowsy" being a slang term for a women down on her luck or a prostitute, in the 1800's.

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LYSISTRATA

There is an ancient play written by Aristophanes in 411 BC in which the women from the warring factions of Sparta and Athens come together to end the war under the leadership of Lysistrata, a powerful Athenian woman with a deep sense of individual and social responsibility.

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WOMAN ELECTRIC:

An Invitation to an Archetypal Pop-Up Experience

in Los Angeles

The collective seas are darkened with rage and grief.

This is not the time to dim, hide or disappear your flame.

Turn UP the moonlit voltage of your deepest, wildest Feminine expression.

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THE DEATH OF THE MATADOR: AN INVITATION TO LIVE unHIDDEN

Many moons ago, my former therapist said to me that I was like a matador. I could use flashes of brilliance and "over-functioning" to distract and seduce someone's attention away from my banged-up heart, or the rising heat of my flustered not-knowingness, or a sudden feeling of aloneness so piercing that I felt like I was being swallowed alive.

As I have grown in capacity and potency, so has my matador. With an intentional and taut whip of the red scarf of sensual language or poetic metaphor, I can now bring hundreds of people to places of deeper illumination about themselves, the psyche, or the world around us. While I am grateful for this potency and transmission, it is also true that the deepest, most shadow-inflected and vulnerable parts of me stand slightly to the side. The stampeding and bloodied bull charges towards this thing I hold apart from me, red like fresh blood and raw rubies, brutal arrows like shark's teeth of my fear, shame, and ego pummeling its heaving, dying form.

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THE COSMIC FEMININE COCK

Shakti is the cosmic Feminine principle of energy -

that which animates.

Shiva is the cosmic Masculine principle of consciousness- that which beholds.

Like our own DNA, they are symbolically intertwined; the Tantric double-helix of cosmic creation and union.

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FEMININE PENETRATION

The etymology of PENETRATION:

“The innermost part of a temple”

“to place within”;

“the ability to discern deeply + astutely”

Our world is dying from the snuffed out “too muchness” of a woman in her erotic, wet, potent expression.

The Feminine soul is instinctual and LONGS for expression and wholeness.

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TAKING IT: CONSENT AND THE DARK ART OF FEMININE SUBMISSION

We had kissed only once before, inside the small and sultry elevator of the Hotel Shangri La, smashed against its smoky mirrored wall. For our next date (our 3rd), he asked me to meet him in a park in Santa Monica. I arrived late and he was waiting for me, sitting cooly along a stone wall. He explained that timing was rather important so we weren’t going to chat.

My body knew instinctively to listen very closely.

“Gillian, I am going to explain to you what I intend for our date together. Its up to you to provide your consent, or your lack of consent. Is this clear?”

“Yes. This is clear to me”, I responded, my body instantly shifting into a heightened state of erotic exhilaration.

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RUIN HER

Thirty-six hours ago we were having dinner together at Lago in Las Vegas, overlooking the iconic water works show at the Bellagio. Across the table from me, her Bambi eyes widened in the sweetest delight as the ejaculatory and dramatic sprays of water reached towering heights.

The man and the woman I am with live inside wildly opened hearts. Again and again, they widen the aperture into their relationship, inviting me (and all those who have eyes to see) to peer inside the darkly enchanted forest of their love. He shares that jealousy is an emotion that for many years now, he has trained out of his experience. Instead, he chooses to be his most potentiated, most whole, most unadulterated expression and to penetrate his wife's heart, body, and soul with his deepest self.

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YOU CAN NEVER BE BORN ENOUGH

This is the pregnant phase of the chrysalis....both necessary and good.

But She is clawing at the taught skin of the cocoon....

Her electric wings suddenly too cramped inside the darkness.

This is the timeless way women midwife one another, by helping one another open to birth our truest Self....whether through clawing our way to remembrance or allowing fresh velvet wings to set us free.

I know this moonlit path in my blood and bone -- just as you do....although we have been darkly hypnotized to take our dutiful seat inside a theater of painful forgetting.

And now....the spell is breaking...the chrysalis is rupturing. Perhaps chaos, tender + wild, is here.

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MICRODOSING THE HERO'S JOURNEY

The Hero's Journey, per brilliant archetypal mythologist, Joseph Campbell, is comprised of 3 distinct segments:

1. Separation

2. Initiation

3. Return

The Masculine aspects of *both* men and women cycle through the Hero's Journey in both minor(ish) and *massive* life-destroying / life-creating ways. (The Feminine version is, appropriately, The Heroine's Journey, and is both different and quite parallel, with a more internal 'descent' as its primary archetypal feature.)

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BLEEDING GOLD: A Descent into the Mythic Feminine

The purpose of Soul Work is not to try to have our wounding disappear.

The purpose of Soul Work is to arrive at the place where our wounds Bleed Gold.

Weaving together elements of myth and dream into the lived experience of our chthonic Feminine essence, we will deepen into the archetypal Feminine. As she rises in her Wholeness -- and in her Wildness -- she is calling to be Remembered, through us.

Our descent begins in energetic circle together on the Strawberry Full Moon (June 28th) with the 7 following sessions occurring on Saturdays, beginning June 30th.

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EXALTED FEMININE SOVEREIGNTY:

*THIS* is the frequency of feminine power that will bring 'the patriarchy' to its knees. Rising in the Truth and Power of who you ARE is *the* holiest and most smokin' hot medicine in ALL the land.

DEEPEST bow to you, China Brooks for BRINGING US BACK HOME.

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OBJECTIFICATION IS MY SUPER POWER

Beauty lures them in (men and women) for a closer look.

“The minute you ask, I know you want some.” - Rhianna

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A CELEBRATION OF CAT-CALLING: THE RIGHT TO CLAIM MY EXALTATION

I am going to tell you a story about cat-calling. Except…its not really about cat-calling….its about Deep Feminine Power and the freedom I chose inside of the very same moments where I and my body were being ‘objectified’ by the lustful primal mating calls of men. This is a story about surrender and allowing myself to be ravished — and transformed — as Sacred Prey.

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