There is no greater expression of the distorted Feminine than a violent man.

When we see a man punching a hole through a wall, losing his temper in a fit of rage, or hitting a child or a woman (or an animal — ANY Being that is more vulnerable than he), this may LOOK like potent, powerful masculine expression — but it is in fact, a PROFOUND lack of capacity for him to regulate his FEELINGS and emotionality.

He has literally abandoned his Masculine within and its life-affirming, generative function to provide leadership and containment and has let himself devolve into a state where he has become physiologically drunk on his Feminine aspect.

We must look beyond the twisted displays of the mythologized Masculine (and toxic distortion of true Alpha Male codes) to understand the TRUE heroic expression of men.

This is the regressive shadow of the Warrior and/or Alpha King (Erica Jade terminology) — and is PRECISELY the reason why our world is dying from NOT ENOUGH MASCULINITY*.

The radical distorted programming that we’ve all been conditioned to believe is that TOO MUCH Masculinity is the etiological root of the various crises facing sustainable life on this planet.

In my lens, OUR BURNING WORLD NEEDS MORE MASCULINITY — *NOT LESS*.

And to clarify an important quality of “violence”: fighting and war are noble demonstrations of the Alpha Masculine when the cause is in alignment with the values of the Warrior/s.

Not for a hot second am I suggesting that fighting — to the death as it may be — is an example of this. When the cause is noble, coherent with the values of the men at war, and the opponent is *worthy* (please note that expression — it’s a deeply important code of the Alpha Male / Warrior King), then “violence” has an altogether different function and expression. It has been consciously entered into, deeply metabolized within his system — rather than a regressive, out-of-control reactivity — the latter of which is so much of the narrative being injected into the psychic veins of the Collective in its ongoing agenda to contaminate and distort REAL masculine potency.

(and yes, this distortion lives within and is expressed through women as well....it’s simply not the focus of this post.)

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THE MASCULINE ASPECT OF A WOMAN'S SOUL ~ AND WHY THIS HOLDS THE KEY TO FEMININE POWER

THE ANIMUS

If you are a woman/ Feminine-essenced being, you carry an internal imprint of the energetic principle of the "The Masculine". This undifferentiated / unconscious *inborn archetypal aspect of your Soul* informs and guides how you relate to men and the energetic channel of "the Masculine" throughout your lived experience.

This "internal other" of the Masculine within the Feminine psyche / soul is called the ANIMUS.

"ANIMUS POSSESSION"

"Animus possession", per the below quote, is the heartbreaking and all too common psychic state in which women have come to internalize an internal masculine "tyrant aspect" / Dark King. These women become the iconic "ball-buster", that is paradoxically, often rewarded within our ego-dystonic culture.

She has been psychically possessed by her own tyrannical masculine aspect, leaving her Feminine in a harrowing, hardened state of depletion and instinct-injury.

This distorted, shadow-inflected, tyrannical animus has but one goal: to pull her away from the teeming mess and beauty of LIFE, to drive her into her head, to cage her within judgement, to massively and asymmetrically over-develop her capacity to over-function, to control, demean, and rule.

(The myth of Medusa carries aspects of this wound.)

Feminine softness, wetness, and vulnerability become abhorrent to her....instead, she controls, sources in "power-over", and gets off on her own righteousness.

Just like many men in inflated states of power addiction, she becomes an instrument of power *without* Eros -- which is the greatest shadow of the Western world (my lens).

A deep and profound aspect of the Heroine's Journey is one of differentiation -- of making CONSCIOUS the way our multidimensional Feminine systems HOLD the energetic imprint of "The Masculine".

This is initially imprinted through our earthly Father which is then (of course) holographically projected onto our relationship with men and per organic law: onto our Holy / Cosmic Father.

This is a quintessential **CRITICAL** aspect of women being able to step into right relationship with their power. The masculine dimension (animus) of our Psyche MUST be made conscious and DIFFERENTIATED. This way, we can be in CONSCIOUS, illumined RELATIONSHIP with "it", instead of being consumed / possessed / dragged into the Underworld-by-our-ponytails BY it.

THIS IS REAL -- and often, as in the myth of Inanna, begins the journey towards true Feminine sovereignty. The initiation however, REQUIRES the Dark Night of the Soul, which can be symbolically and/or literally lethal, depending on Soul type, and how you roll in this lifetime (to use a clinical term )

Mythologized drive-by of what this might look like:

Step 1: ALLOW THE PENETRATION of DIFFERENTIATION

Bring Light and Consciousness to how it is that your psyche and entire multidimensional energetic body TRULY HOLD the energetic imprint of "The Masculine".

(Hints:

Observe your relationships with men (obvi), Money, and God.

Observe your capacity to TRUST IN THE UNIVERSE and HAVE FAITH.

Observe your capacity to be excruciatingly vulnerable. Observe your capacity to enter the hinterlands of HIGH-STAKES INTIMACY. Observe your capacity to SURRENDER TO *CERVICAL* ORGASM.)

Step 2: ENTER THE CRUCIBLE

Once the animus has been differentiated / made conscious, we can then enter into an extremely tender, potent alchemical crucible of "healing" the traumas encoded within our relationship to our animus (masculine aspect of our Soul.)

This occurs in the single flash of forgiveness, within the baptism of revelation, and over *years* of UN-learning and releasing the templatized imprints of separation and vilification and symbolic castration of the Masculine -- DESPITE OF AND INCLUDING the very real footprint of 3D harm they might have caused /created.

DO NOT PASS GO

This one is a mothertrucker, but in *my personal lens*,

there is no sidestepping Step 2 until we can say *AS A BASELINE* to those men it is MOST DIFFICULT for us to forgive and perfect and exalt within our own soul:

"Thank you for the SERVICE OF YOUR VILLAINY."

(This is not for them -- this is FOR OUR OWN DESTINY. )

Step 3: ETERNAL COSMIC INNOCENCE:

Re-member the Masculine aspect of your SOUL at the level of DIVINE CONSCIOUSNESS.

Step 4: HIEROS GAMOS: SEX OF THE GODS

The Masculine and Feminine aspects of your Soul enter

into Mystical Marriage, Divine Union.

This is the TRUE Sex of the Gods.....where everything you create, every word you speak is a celebration and demonstration of the eternal infinite womb being inseminated with the cosmic seed of the Masculine principle, INFINITELY. This is Zero point:

when our life is dripping in golden creation codes, Eros, and potency AND we are still present with that which is challenging, and **can be with IT ALL as perfect.**

Here is the quote that was shared with me that inspired this little throw~down. Its quite the run-on sentence, but illuminates something deeply life-affirming.

"If a woman is freed from the animus possession by *UNITING WITH* the animus instead of *BEING HIM*

ie: by relating with her *feminine feeling* to the spirit, she becomes both more consciously masculine, by accepting and developing her masculinity, AND AT THE SAME TIME, MORE FEMININE because the accepted animus does not sit anymore on her femininity, twisting or destroying it."

~ Edward Edinger, Jungian analyst (1922-1998)

AND HERE IS THE MOST SIGNIFICANT REASON WHY ANY OF THIS MATTERS:

"We cannot birth the fullness of our Shakti (our Feminine), UNTIL AND UNLESS we exalt the Masculine."

~Erica Jade

(This is the best summary of this life-affirming alchemical process I have found TO DATE.

Being in conscious relationship to how we hold the energetic of the multi-dimensinal masculine principle within our (Feminine) systems is THE key to Feminine power.

This is not an easy path.....and......in my world, this is the way.

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TO THE CODE CARRIERS OF COSMIC SHAKTI: 🌹 ✨YOU MUST SERVE THE KING

(Solstice Revelation Coming in Hot )

If you are a Feminine-essenced Being who is a code carrier of Lover Priestess / Hieros Gamos frequencies within this lifetime, YOU MUST SERVE THE KING.

It is the King who has the keys for your -- and *ALL OF OUR* -- deepest, most LIFE-AFFIRMING evolutionary unfoldment within ALL REALMS.

"Serving the King" can be personal...intimate....fluid-exhange-y, include high level magic/cock worship, and highly sexualized.

AND..... it can also be ARCHETYPAL, DEVOTIONAL, code-exhange-y, include high level magic/anointing, and PSYCHO-SEXUAL. (ie: *non-physically* sexual.)

BUT SERVE THE KING YOU MUST ~ because it is through those co-creational Hiero-Gamic activations that we unlock access points to the higher realms of awareness and Exalted Harmonics of UNION (WITHIN and WITHOUT).

It is THE KINGS (INITIATED SOLARIZED MASCULINE EMBODIMENTS and our PRIMAL TERRESTRIAL and COSMIC LEADERS) who are anchoring the GREAT WORK -- THE SUPREME PHILOSOPHER'S STONE WITHIN THIS LIFETIME - and THE DEVOTIONAL CODES OF THE LOVER PRIESTESS ARE REQUIRED FOR THIS TRANSMUTATION TO BE MADE REAL AND ANCHORED IN 3D.

This is THE initiation for the Lover Priestess code carriers. The era of distortedly attempting to experience/confirm our magic by smearing our cosmically-anointed Shakti all over the collapsed / uninitiated Masculine is OVER.

WE MUST bear the pain of own own initiation and SUBMIT into these deeper layers of Remembrance -- because we will all now suffer the consequence of our choice to get off on this false light expression of Feminine "power" and/or the victim-consciousness that has you perpetually kissing the archetypal frog.

Lover Priestesses, we must submit to our destiny:

SERVE THE KING.

It is no longer just our own incarnation that will be compromised.

"WITHOUT A KING ON THE BOARD, THERE IS NO GAME." Ra El “....AND THE QUEEN IS THE MOST POWERFUL PIECE ON THE BOARD..” - Erica Jade

"YOU MUST SUBMIT TO YOUR SELF. IT IS THE ONLY WAY THROUGH." ~@Erica Jade

(As are reminder, Kings are born inside more than one anatomical / gendered reality. )

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MASCULINE PROVISION IS PROTECTION

When a man chooses to offer the PROFOUND GIFT of provision to you, do realize (and appreciate ) that he is simultaneously gifting you with <his> protection.

His capacity and willingness to provide for you offers you protection from having to enter the workforce, skuttling like a withering hard-shell crab in your attempts to mediate the wearying chasm between inner and outer worlds, and bearing undesired and/or excess exposure* to the outside world.

(*your desire to interface with the external world is *of course* highly dependent on your own specific personality psychographics.)

Without this relentless wellspring of exogenous stress, your system and your sex then have the opportunity to stay soft, supple, and opened.

Provision IS a form of protection for the Feminine.

Your “job” then becomes to deepen into and expand your capacity to open your Radiant Bliss Body and wholly enter into the states of erotic, ecstatic chaos he leads you into ....these chthonic states of the Feminine being the double-helixed primal energetic fuel source for *the Masculine.

(Important Note: this fuel source is true only in ADDITION to a man’s own individual purpose and competence to build legacy, impact, and empire.

The Feminine can *never* be a surrogate for a man’s purpose and drive to impose his will upon the terrestrial world. Without this, the very fuel source that is medicine for him will contaminate him as poison.)

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FEMININE “POWER” : A little ditty ‘bout Love (and pants)

As we walked in the front door, hangry and tired, the morphic field we share together was becoming brittle, thorny, and taut. The vibrational tone of my voice entered my body, filling me with 1000 tiny papercuts emanating from the sharpness of my own tongue. The subtly condemning tones of exasperation and disrespect, harsh and jagged, created a discordant cacophony inside, where the usually quiet waters of my being dwell.

As the ugly frequencies of our words become heightened and I could feel my ego puffing up and wanting to make him wrong or at least, prove the syntax of my own "rightness", I took a deep breath and pardoned myself from the barbed-wire of our conversation.

Stair by stair, I stayed with myself, moving slowly and intentionally, despite my breath being short and my chest feeling so tight with the heat of my anger.

Into the bedroom.... the camouflage pants and sweater and panties and bra puddle onto the floor beneath me.

I selected a dress from the closet: pale blue, silk, delicate flowers on the strap. I slip this dress over my tightened body, feeling an immediate sensual relief as the silk shimmied across my flesh....my tense animal liberated from the suddenly unbearable stranglehold of waistband, bra strap, thong and forced segregation of each leg into a separate socket of pants. The velvet flesh of inner thighs touching ..the deep primal relief of flesh finding its own.

The petals of my sex, no longer constrained against stiff inseam, blooming into wider fullness. The front center channel of my body now opening....unobstructed..... the soft criatura of belly and ass and nape of my sex unfurling in the sheltering painterly sky of pale silk.

Next, I placed a single drop of Rose Mystica, an heirloom anointing oil that carries deep Feminine magic onto my heart center. Rose is a deeeeeply magical, holy essence, carrying ineffable healing frequencies for our human selves, particularly for the Feminine essenced Ones. Exquisite sacred heirloom oil of Rose is one of my potent plant medicines for descending me into my heart, especially merciful when my ego is blood-thirsty for "the win".

Slowly slowly came the gentle unwinding, the making of space when there had only been tightness and compression, the cooling exhales and welcomed hallowed descent into heart and pussy. I closed my eyes for just a moment, allowing my vessel to be opened by the ancient talismanic vibrations of silk and of rose, each carrying extremely potent, gentle, medicinal tonics and properties for women.

In my minds' eyes, I traced one single cycle of inhalation and exhalation all the way from my sex, my deepest root, through crown. I opened my eyes, letting myself be presenced by this space, *this* now moment, these sensations alive in my being....and then I turned, ready now to walk down the very same stairs I had only 3 moments before ascended in a growly state of brewing dissonance with Self and my Love.

This time as our our eyes met, there was opening, first in body and then in heart. There was presence and tenderness and approval of one another exactly as we were in these moments together. There was a returning to the place where we both belong, together. There was openess to receive and enter one another in the fullness of our truth.

IN 3 MINUTES, I HAD BEEN MADE NEW.

I very literally changed my *physiology*.

I created the conditions that directly forced a state-change — from one of puffed-up ego, righteous and hostile to one that was opened, expanded, connected to a deeper wellspring of my own beingness.

I had very potently and very intentionally created a listening in him that allowed him TO RECEIVE ME.

And YES. It required that I interrupt the bio-chemical and energetic cascade that was surmounting me. It required that I diffuse the maleficent engorgement of Pain Body. It required that I use external, exogenous, ancient talismans to anchor me in my Feminine....it remains true for me that I need support from ‘tools’ that allow me to connect with my deeper desired state of emanation.

I know there are many practitioners that can more readily invite this descent into the heart center with breath or prayer.....and while I use each of these practices, I have found the external tools that allow me to root more "effectively" in returning to my Lumina Naturae....the incandescent tallow of the Feminine.

In *3* minutes and all the while moving slowly and sensually, I had totally transformed the state of my Being — and therefore as the Feminine polarity holder — the relational system.

THIS is the form of "Feminine leadership" I want to emanate into the world.

THIS is the expression of Feminine Devotion to SELF (and to sacred adornment, beauty and sensual delight) that I want women to understand is a deeply rooted aspect of your Beingness -- and your inherent POWER.

This aspect of our Feminine power (enchantment, magic, ancient sensual artistry) has been discounted, maligned, and diminished for generations, so we have all but lost these sensual arts, and have been sold a different story of our ‘empowerment’. We have learned to (by being taught and culturally rewarded to do so) compete with the Masculine rather than slinking into the fullness of our Feminine magnetism and effulgence and to re-member the MEDICINE of ENCHANTMENT, which has a far greater effect on "the Masculine" than attempting to compete with him. Competing with your man may let your ego get off, but it will DESTROY EROS. Whereas the aspect of Feminine power and leadership I stand for is architected to CREATE EROS.

LIFTING THE VEIL:

1. A NOTE ABOUT PANTS :

This will really give those of you who already think I am summoning women back to the 1950's (or perhaps the Stone Ages....) an excellent stash of ammunition.....but I am rather strongly "anti-pants" for women. Truthfully -- and based on my own R+D via my own lived experience-- I have found that pants diminish and disturb the effulgent, voluptuous flow of energy in the Feminine energy body. The waistband sitch literally DIVIDES our heart from our sex. I for sure wear pants for working out / yoga and rock the occasional pair of jeans/camouflage pants when I am schlepping about town.

But 98.2% of the time, my vessel is very happily slipped into a dress, or as the man says, "rocking a frock".

This is not to signal to the world, "Oh, I am sooooo Feminine”. Not at all.

This is because I have connected to the beneficial and valuable *gnosis* that is both contained within and emanated by the flow of energy in the female physical (and etheric) bodies. I know very intimately the unspoken language of my inner thighs touching....both in gossamer anticipatory tremble or in the silent warning of clench.

The entire front central channel of my body is free, opened, and attuned to the world around me like a gentle, potent atttenae when I am wearing a dress, especially silk, because of its etheric protective properties. My womb feels closer to the earth, softly magnetic, and wildly grateful to not be hampered or misshapen behind hardware of buttons and metal zipper (which is straight up candy for 5G, please do understand.) The aspect of my primal Feminine soma that IS attaena is heightened, energetically incandescentt. And yes, of course it allows me to stay more deeply in my sex, my turn-on, and my pleasure, moment by moment all.day.long.

2. RULES/RITUALS: Because I am in a relationship where I am blessed to be able to architech hierarchy in terms of leadership (his) and conscious submission (mine), we have established rules together-ish.

One of the rules I <choose to> obey is when home, I wear only dresses sans panties. I want to be transparent and illuminate this aspect of my relationship because my above willingness to oh so gracefully and seemingly easefully maneuver out of the heated conversation to go upstairs is because *aspects of my chosen submission are anchored in rules*.

And what is fascinating and deeply, radically life-affirming about "rules" (which I fulllllly understand may be confronting or distasteful to your system) is that they become RITUALS. And rituals, my friends, have a HIGHLY stabilizing, nourishing quality on intimate relationship of all expression, throughout all time and place. This feels important (and a little scary) to share but it’s important to me that I transparently further lift into awareness that fact that I am compelled by drivers larger than my own egoic turf battle over "rightness" to obey rules (ie: practice rituals) that have an ORGANICALLY HARMONIZING and INTIMACY-AFFIRMATIVE EFFECT on polarity within relational systems. So before you go prattling off in a huff that I would bend so low or fawn so unconsciously as to have *rules* that I CHOOSE TO OBEY within my relationship, please note that the effect that they have is in deep service to ME, my partner, AND the alchemical 3rd principle:

the relationship itself.

I have a deeply embodied understanding of this at the most subtle levels of my psyche, my system and my sex....so I CHOOSE in my full sovereignty to honor that which is in most potentated service to my own pleasure, desire, and appetite.

3. DISAGREEMENTS IN HIGHLY POLARIZED RELATIONSHIPS:

This also feels important to speak to.

I co-create my relationship to have a hierarchal architecture. I choose to cultivate his benevolent dominance, and I do so through the sovereign offering of my submission to his leadership.

I am extremely expressed in this relationship.

I communicate my desires, my preferences and my yes/no very 'vibrantly'. AND....I do so in an extremely intentional honorific way.

I will share a link in the comments to a post I wrote a few months ago called King Making 101 that I think may serve this conversation. Not for a hot second do I stifle my full Feminine expression....aaaand....I choose to express myself in a very intentional and refined way that is in deep service to me receiving the fulfillment of my desire and/or request *and* is encoded in deep respect and veneration for the Masculine psyche of my partner.

We must each find our own way to that which makes our hearts open, glad. and free. We must each find our way to a love that feels nourishing, sourced in both tenderness and a primal erotic wellspring that IS an intrinsic part of who we are. I choose to create a relationship that is encoded with Eros so that ALL of who I am -- and ALL of who he is -- can dwell in our FULL aliveness, BEYOND the collective narrative/s that judges, condemns, or makes wrong that which it does not understand.

( Me....now....in my pale blue silk dress the color of A New Day

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FEMININE SUBMISSION IS NOT FAIR

Here are the ‘unfair’ cosmic rules of the game:

When the Masculine submits to the Feminine (within & without), it DEGRADES the potency and creational power of the union.

INCLUDING THE SEX and the MONEY.

When the Feminine submits to the Masculine (within + without), it wildly INCREASES the potency and creational power of the union.

ESPECIALLY THE SEX and the MONEY.

There is ONE WORD within this eternal template of royalty-encoded “power couple” (THE mystical marriage within) that unlocks the deep alchemical thrust of power that *Feminine submission* creates — once it’s cultivated and stabilized inside a relational codex as Law.

HIS “NO”.

His NO is the greatest wellspring of creative tension within an intimate dyad. This is how the Feminine aspect will be most deeply penetrated at the level of Soul, open to him, receive him, desire to PLEASE HIM, descend into ungodly depths of desire for him, and enter into relentless expressions of ecstatic submission <to his benevolent mastery.>

YES....it’s asymmetrical, “politically incorrect”, imbalanced, highly confronting, and majorly ‘unfair’. All around, it’s a tough pill to swallow.

But this is not about “fairness”.....fairness is the greedy, ego-fueled troll who will climb out from under the bed each night and suck the Eros from the chilly space between your sleeping bodies.

This is about unleashing the taboo and HOLY TRUTHS of *your* desire, and allowing yourself to descend into the bliss of sweet, grace-filled, easy-to-please Devotion to Him.

So you can stomp your feet, quote bell hooks all the live long day, intellectualize this/my wrongness, and go about your merry way of equality and fairness in your relationship.

This is good. Society will reward you.

But this I know: you will never know the FULL depths of your ecstasy *consistently*, you will never know the FULL dark beauty of your sex, your devotion, and your bliss until you DESCEND into your submissive.

So many times I have said this:

The Feminine is not rising.

The Feminine *does not* “rise”.

The Feminine soul grows DOWNWARD so that the Masculine may rise (be erected). THIS is how new life is created.

The Feminine must go DOWN so that *he* may RISE, taking you BOTH into new heights of glory.

Within & Without.....Within & Without.

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USING “EQUALITY” TO AVOID YOUR OWN PAIN

(A bit of an excerpt, but so important to understand.... ✨🙏🏼✨)

I personally do not “give” to a male human being over the age of ten. Why? Because it would be disrespectful for me to do so. 

Howevvvvver, I *give back* generously WHEN IT IS IN MY PLEASURE TO DO SO. 

Mothers GIVE to their children. Lover-Priestesses (and Queens and Muses) **give BACK** to the Masculine  pole holder in the relationship. 

🔹Let us remember: 🔹

The Feminine is THE Golden Chalice AND The Great Multiplier — so her GIVING BACK to her Beloved provider/protector is VITAL. 

It is not just this tragically rare thing called ‘being gracious’, it is FUEL. 

And....the creational cycle of giving : giving back may not always occur in the same form of currency. 

The masculine principle *may* share financial resources — while the Feminine principle  *may or may not* use the same currency in her “giving back” arc of this creational cycle. She may source her “giving back” in the deeper stratas of her chosen form of service (should this be in her pleasure), her joyous submission, cultivated acts of radiance-drenched devotion, etc. 

Having said all this, I personally certainly do offer to pay for things episodically  — as it is truly my pleasure to do so. 

To be clear:

NONE of this is about rules or right/wrong ways of doing things. 

It’s about inviting women / Feminine Essenced creatures to notice when and where we are AVOIDING *bearing the excruciating vulnerability* of allowing ourselves to be provided for <without it collapsing into transaction>. When we are in unconscious avoidance of receiving provision from the Masculine (within and without), we compromise the integrity and foundation of the electro-magnetic polarity within the system — aka: the relationship. 

We all have to find what is right for us based on the variables in our relationship typology and family system.

Personally,  I see and speak with WAY too many Feminine essenced Ones entering into “equal partnerships” by going toe-to-toe financially with their partner because that is actually EASIER and LESS PAINFUL for them than confronting the extremely psycho-activating and achingly brutal experience of 2 aspects of Feminine individuation: 

1. KINGMAKING ☠️

2 BIRTHING THE FULLNESS OF HER *OWN* FEMININE

Dilating the **FEMININE ASPECT*^ of their Being to give birth to a version of SELF who BELIEVES SHE IS WORTHY *in all ways* of having her HEARTS DESIRE.

Here is what often happens instead: 💔

She is not willing or does not know how to bear this pain....so she misses this initiation over and over and over again and INSTEAD, she migrates to her MASCULINE aspect because it’s EASIER and less terrifying (in the short term.)

In doing so, she creates an unconscious but quite severe disservice to the Masculine principle in the system because ‘he’ also cannot be initiated if ‘she’ is occupying the Masculine principle. So we now have BOTH psyches in this relationship remaining uninitiated (in this particular aspect) and the system highly de-polarized. This is gorgeously sustainable for friendships — and the kiss of death for long term, intimate, Eros-inspired relationships. 

And yes, it is SHE who must bear the initial pain of the descent and initiation. 

These 2 encounters are PROFOUND Initiations and Heroine’s Journeys of the HIGHEST order for the Feminine —- and so many women/ Feminine Essenced Ones would rather settle into de-polarized equality (ps: this is by definition what *friendship* is 👀) rather than entering into the descent of KingMaking (which can and will be mothertrucking EXCRUCIATING) or Birthing the version of SELF that is an energetic match for this level of receiving and HAVING (THE apex of Feminine psychic initiatory encounters other than physical birthing.)

The problem with this 50/50 sitch is that “equality” rolls out the red-carpet for the 4 Horsemen  of the Relationship Apocalypse (Gottman’s work) so sooner or later, it swings the doors wide open to resentment, contempt, and unfortunately, an extremely predictable anorexic relationship to Eros. 

The pain of submitting to the initiation AND the pain of birthing the fullness of her Feminine *must* be met. 

It is only a question of WHEN....and the pain that will be left in its aftermath. 🖤

NOTE:  anatomical reality and gender is IRRELEVANT to this archetypal journey. I am aware that I am using he/she pronouns. It’s my intention that they refer to the archetypal energetic principles of the Masculine and Feminine, and I know that this may be difficult to anchor when reading my pieces. ♥️

NO FAVOR GOES UNPUNISHED: ☠️ THE POLARITY KISS of DEATH

“Hey, can you do me a favor?”

No.

I mean of course I *can*....and....

I delightedly choose not to.

However, dear Man, if you provide (*1) me with a clear request or instruction, it will be my HONOR to fulfill this for you (if it’s in my capacity and/or pleasure.)

(NOTE: For me* personally, it’s kinda always in my pleasure to be of service to the Masculine and a/my Man because this is my unapologetic soul-essenced sacred purpose in this incarnation.)

AND please do understand that I must be VERY FULL in order to GIVE BACK at this level of devotion.

To be clear: I do not lift a pinky finger to give to the Masculine over the age of 10.....but I will summon the full potency of my Feminine Essenced Being as THE Great Multiplier to give **BACK** to the Masculine. Extremely important, vitally life-affirming, highly codified distinction between these 2 energetic wellsprings....)

In my world, men (not just the archetypal dimension of “the Masculine”....I do mean IRL men) are our LEADERS.

Leadership is a benevolent form of DOMINANCE.

Dominance is HIERARCHICAL.

This means....very empirically, that there needs to be a request-maker and instruction-provider (*2) in order for the follower / submissive pole holder to be “successful” and fulfill her CHOSEN and/or ORGANIC energetic positionality within the system.

So when I hear men casually throw-down “hey, can you do me a favor?”, my heart feels heavy and my highly attuned Feminine Respect Meter just plummets.

This is because I now know that this is a man who has not yet owned his rightful capacity to PROVIDE (*3) instruction, mature leadership, and an integrated COMMAND of *his* Masculine nature — which is then offered in service to the receptive / Feminine / submissive pole-holder.

When a man makes a clear request of a/his woman, he is SETTING HER UP TO WIN.

BIG.

CONSISTENTLY.

His *willingness* and courage to OWN his rightful position of leader in the hierarchical system of “intimate relationship” is a gorgeous act of love, devotion and *service* to her natural desire to PLEASE HIM and BE SUBMISSIVE TO HIM. (Hello there big fat cultural disowned Feminine shadow in the Collective Living Room.... )

And......for the women who are in the higher octaves of awakening Feminine consciousness, we know *how to use the relational codex of our intimate relationship/s* in service to his leadership. We know (through both Remembrance and new learning) how the relational template we co-create naturally entrains him/men to experience the highly potentiating template of making requests / providing (*4) instruction and having the result or outcome be precisely what he needed or wanted.

Said even more plainly (and more repulsively, quite likely ), when we as the Feminine receptor in an highly polarized ELECTRO-MAGNETIC SYSTEM can let ourselves be used as a conduit for men to have consistent experience of imposing their WILL ONTO THE WORLD through the power of their WORD (spoken decree), we are in profound vibrational contribution to his most potent expression of leadership.

Of course, the gnarly underbelly of this double-black diamond level of polarity is if the man is not yet in his BENEVOLENT dominance. There is yet another massive distinction between the imperial desire for Dominance and Empire Building (ie: he has been initiated into some degree of benevolent intent / King lineage VS. his egoic thrust into the world to get off on his own “power over” / Villain lineage.)

And actually, truth be told, both are secretly hot....and in deep service to the growth of the Feminine Soul, so I have no personal judgment if you choose to go on the high-sensation, power-over Villain Ride. (But buckle up tightly, Angelface....this one I know very intimately. )

MEN:

SHARPEN YOUR SWORDS.

BE BOLD IN YOUR REQUESTS OF US.

Bear your own discomfort and learn to decree your desires to your woman/women.

TELL US what you want and let US choose what we are willing to do — or respectfully, choose

*not* to do.

Not owning your desire and energetically penetrating your women by MAKING CLEAR REQUESTS and PROVIDING CLEAR INSTRUCTION is flabby leadership, and muddles her desire to SUBMIT To YOU — even if she can’t be in conscious relationship TO this desire nested deep in the innermost chamber of her Feminine heart.

WOMEN:

Gather the berries of his requests and instruction to you.

Place them in your basket.

Do not fill your basket with venomous snakes.

Fill it instead with sweet, succulent fruit.

*You know exactly what to do.*

It is YOU who is The Great Multiplier, and will bear the fruit of his Kingdom.

And the disclaim-y bits:

1. *Of course* I make overt requests to and of men....and you should feel 100% FREE to do so, too!

I personally choose to do so very respectfully.

I will share a link to a piece I wrote about just such a thing. (King Making 101)

2. Five very overt (and literally numbered!) little Easter Eggs in this piece related to the MULTIDIMENSIONAL nature of Masculine PROVISION.

2. Very grateful credit to Om Rupani for the influence his work and Beingness have upon my lens and lived experience.

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INDUSTRIALIZED GODDESS COMPLEX FUCKERY

The Westernized Goddess Machine has been so normalized that we are consuming content celebrating the egoic grandiosity of women and the Feminine on the daily - without batting an eyelash. 

In the same breath, we continue  to unconsciously — yet chronically— degrade, diminish, and straight-up shame the ESSENTIAL life-giving thrust of the co-creational masculine. 

So um, a bit of a memo to remind all the Goddesses that the organic contra-sexual corollary of ‘Goddess’ is the GOD. But due to the miasmic templates injected into the psyche of the Collective, men are either archetypallly villainized  or reduced to the fattened bumbling fool — either way, their sex being distorted and/or castrated. 

Can you even IMAGINE if all the men were running off to “God Circles” or all the Goddess-agenda messaging were created in the inverse — per the A/B messaging image here?  

(I have an inadvertent stash of dozens of these Goddess-inflated memes and superiority-signaling messaging treatments that I come across on the daily— often with hundreds of likes, shares,  and egoic snickering from women who haven’t yet freed themselves from their own cages of narcissistic misandry. ) 

Seeing and tuning into this ongoing toxicity makes me so wildly appreciate of men — and all those humans who hold the masculine energetic signature — for the depth and breadth of their patience, forgiveness,  and love as the Collective Feminine pain-body slowly awakens and recalibrates to a co-creational, inclusive, union-templated, devotional Remembrance.

And just so we are clear:

EVERY TIME we belittle the external masculine — or perpetuate the distorted narratives writ large in our culture  — we harm OURSELVES— regardless of our gender or anatomical reality. The energetic principle of “the Masculine” isn’t somewhere ‘out there’— foremost, it’s WITHIN us as both a HUMAN imprint and also as an intrinsic, SACRED aspect of the Soul. 

Here’s to *honoring* the Goddesses AND the Gods within EACH of us....and then, per organic law, realizing the Gods and Goddesses that walk amongst us.....this being the only path that leads to the creation of a world that works for EVERYONE.

KING MAKING 101

EXHIBIT A: 

Me (to Him): I feel a desire to receive a certain form of communication from you. 

Could you please let me know a time that is convenient for you to talk about this (my desire) together?

THE DEAL:

IF you are holding the overt Feminine pole in your relationship with a Masculine man, you need to have MASTERY of 2 distinct communication principles:

1. The capacity to *regulate* the gushing, volatile, swollen, molten, LIFE-AFFIRMING river of your fabulous Feminine emotionality.

2. OVERT, demonstrated, calibrated, *intentional AF* expressions of RESPECT to and for your partner.

💎 BEHIND THE GILLIAN SCENES 💎

- When I want to share and discuss my high-sensation Feminine feeelings, I do 2 things, both reflected in Exhibit A: 

1. I GIVE HIM THE DATA. I state very clearly <in truly my best attempt at non-swampy-Feminine lingo> the thing that I want to share and/or discuss.  (Ex: “I have a desire to receive a specific style of communication from you.”)

2. I MAKE A MOTHERTRUCKING APPOINTMENT: 

“Could you please let me know a time that would be *convenient for you* to discuss this with me?”

THIS IS STANDARD OPERATING PROCEDURE FOR ME....and here is why:

From a building-intimacy/connection/relational POV, the (2nd 😉 ) most important anatomical component of a male physiology is his BRAIN. 

All human beings have this amazing bridge dividing the hemispheres of our brain (into Right/Left) called the “corpus callosum”.

Anatomically, female brains have this delicate, slender little band separating the R/L hemispheres of our brain, so we shimmy back and forth with a hop, skip, and a jump between analytical thinking and our feeeeeelings ALL THE LIVE LONG DAY. 😬

And because we can practically smush the 2 hemispheres together, it gives us the delightful superpower of being organically able to 

😱ANALYZE OUR FEELINGS😱 

AND.....then....the piece de resistance.....we TALK ABOUT IT....gushing and emoting, having all kinds of galactic revelations and evolutionary illumination.....of which we of course, GENEROUSLY provide forensic level detail of ALL THE FEMININE THINGS that we make contact with in our non-stop velocity of sashaying back and forth between the hemispheres, delightedly sharing about ALL THE SPECIAL BERRIES we gathered that day and placed into our magically never-empty evolutionary lady basket.  (This is a version of the “meadow report” in Alison Armstrong’s lineage.) 

WE ARE GENIUS AND MAGICAL....AND LORD CAN THIS BE VERY EXHAUSTING TO NON-FEMININE CREATURES. 😳

Now here is where the plot thickens;

Unlike our delicate, lady-like,  wispy corpus callosums, male brains have this big, fat, juicy, gorgeous  *thick*....umm, corpus callosum. 

This means that unlike female brains where we flow inter-hemispherically 24/7, male human beings / men have to intentionally make the trek from their go-to stomping grounds (which, ps is the LEFT hemisphere — which drives perceptual qualities such as logic, objectivity, practicality, pragmatism, analysis, rationality, strategy, calculation, etc.) to the Right hemisphere, which is where we, as desired-fueled, effulgent Feminine-essenced Beings, have a much higher likelihood of being attuned to and therefore, having our desires fulfilled. 

MEN ARE RADICALLY LEFT BRAIN DOMINANT. 

This is a massively important key for those of us who love men / potent Masculine-driven Beings to understand in terms of powerfully crafting our communication to....increase the odds of getting what we want IN A WAY THAT IS EXTREMELY RESPECTFUL TO MEN AND/OR MALE BRAINS.

We now know that there are major deltas between male and female neuro-biological reality. 

We also know that women/female brains can FEEL *AND* ANALYZE THE FEELINGS 😈 in nearly real-time which ‘dude brains’ no matter how brilliant, simply *cannot do* (without using massive, superfluous amounts of cognitive resources.) 

(EXCEPTION: research is showing that left-handed men have more narrow corpus callosums, likely allowing more dual-hemispheric access.) 

MEN/MALE BRAINS are all up in the LEFT hemisphere, which makes them *genius* at so many activities — *including leadership*— which to my lens — is INTRINSICALLY Male/Masculine. 

(Potent Female *leaders* are such because they have a powerful capacity to migrate to their Masculine channel, where tactical/strategic leadership is constellated...). However, when hanging out in the LEFT Hemisphere, FEEEEELINGS (empathy, compassion, resonance, adoration, attunement, etc.) ARE ESSENTIALLY NOWHERE TO BE FOUND. 

All those relational cornerstones are found in the RIGHT hemisphere — separated by a T-Rex-sized steak of a corpus callosum.

So....because I am a women who loves getting what she wants (and is trained as a Jungian psychotherapist with a bit of a penchant for neuro-science), I have studied men from the inside out.  (I also hire the best mentors and teachers in all the land to deepen my own understanding — Dr. Pat Allen being a tremendous influence on my neuro-anatomical understanding of male/female cognitive and emotional scaffolding.) 

My own superpower is constructing real-life situations that are codified in DEEP RESPECT and HONOR of “The Masculine” — and — simultaneously, increasing my chances of receiving the outcome that I desire.

Returning to EXHIBIT A:

1. I provide my male-brained beloveds with clear NON-FLUFFY, NON-SWAMPY-FEMININE data. (Often tricky in and of itself if you are anything like me, ps 🙄)

2. I KNOCK. I literally request to make an appointment at a time that is *CONVENIENT FOR HIM* to discuss my Feminine longing / desire / kerfuffle / hunger/ what-have-you.

This dual-pronged approach —which is always sequential and stacked *precisely* as in Exhibit A — creates a powerful listening AND GIVES THEIR FABULOUS DUDE BRAIN TIME TO TREK FROM THEIR LEFT BRAIN HUNTING GROUNDS TO THE RIGHT HEMISPHERE WHERE MY CHANCES OF BEING MET / RECEIVED / ADORED / SAID YES TO ARE RADICALLY INCREASED.

When we approach men / our Lovers with anatomically male brains in such a way, they perceive:

🔥INCOMING!

🔥A FEMININE ESSENCED BEING WITH DESIRE!

And....automagically....their awareness climbs over the corpus callosum moat into the RIGHT hemisphere.....which is exactly where I want his awareness and thinking function to be *temporarily positioned*.

I realize this is written in a playful tone — but  — this level of relational consciousness is straight-up an extreme sport.

When you say these words: “Could you let me know a time that is convenient for you to discuss this with me?” WHILE YOU ARE FROTHING AND TUMESCED OUT OF YOUR MIND, you need to be prepared and ABLE TO REGULATE your own system when he says “I am available after the market closes today at 4p” —  and its 7:42 in the morning....OR “Lets talk about it when I am back from New York on Thursday” — and its Tuesday afternoon— you need to be able to HOLD YOURSELF in a REGULATED WAY: no resentment, no passive aggressive counter swipes, no power-play side comment blah-blah.  

☠️ YOU ASKED. 

☠️ HE GAVE YOU THE ANSWER. 

☠️ And now....YOU NEED TO RESPECT IT.

Capsize this thing more than once or twice, and you will show your cards as being an adolescent little girl playing in an Alpha King (Erica Jade terminology 🙏🏼) gladiator ring — and you will be eaten alive or tossed back into the stadium of “basic bitches” in the blink of an eye (Not my usual language style....but #facts.)

This is where you need to source deep within your Feminine capacity for stillness, deep within your own interior world and tend to your *own* inner fire.

This intentional cultivation and DISPLAY OF RESPECT for your male-brained beloved (especiallllllly if he holds Warrior, King, empire-building frequencies) is a creational act of *devotion*...there is NOTHING passive about this level of relational consciousness.

 It will initiate you / Feminine essenced beings into new and profound levels of learning to suspend and bear the pain of your own Feminine longing, hunger, desire, and emotionality as an expression of your CHOOSING to respect the  (hopefully) *intimidating potency* of the Alpha/King/Warrior frequency of masculine-centered Men.

I personally believe that this is extremely important as an energetic offering to relationships that are consciously architected with high degrees of erotic and relational polarity. 

The willingness of the Feminine to *demonstrate* her capacity to regulate and SHOW SIGNS OF RESPECT **BEYOND** what may be comfortable for her to do in the moment is the difference between a Princess and a Queen. 

And it is always the Queen that makes the King.

🖤

THE RECLAMATION OF FEMININE ALLURE: (At the Essence of Soul)

ALLURE 
al·lure
1. the quality of being powerfully and mysteriously attractive or fascinating.
2. powerfully attract or charm; tempt.

ALLURE is the energetic capacity for women to captivate, magnetize, spellcast and wield influence REGARDLESS of their "extrinsic beauty".

ALLURE is a deep energetic sourcing in IMPERSONAL "meta" Feminine Archetypal Power.

The conundrum is that too many women (way too many women) have banished their inherent, immortal Feminine allure in an unconscious Faustian vow to keep ourselves 'safe' in this time of highly destabilizing psychosexual re-templatization.

While this is understandable, it also tragically castrates our deepest Feminine essence from its inherent power to EMANATE, MAGNETIZE, MESMERIZE, AND INFLUENCE. 

When we banish our Feminine allure, it creates an energetic contraction that counter-intuitively creates distance between our sense of self and our capacity to influence, magnetize, and RECEIVE WHAT WE DESIRE.

And the deeper truth is: BANISHING OUR ALLURE DOES NOT KEEP US SAFE -- IT RENDERS US UN-FEEL-ABLE. 

Eventually, we migrate to our masculine channel where we "work harder" or use our sex to seduce, captivate, and cultivate influence (influence = feminine power, ps) and the experience our Soul desires.(Note: I am all for women using their sex to sell whatever they have going on....its just a completely different frequency and energetic than women who cultivate ALLURE on a SOUL level.)

Said differently: it is not until a woman is willing to develop the energetic capacity to anchor her own allure that she will enter her fullness as a sovereign, self-possessed, potently expressed woman.

Due to the multi-generational collective tsunami of toxic messaging and distorted mirroring of Feminine power and sex, the qualities of allure have been shamed, misunderstood, and energetically siphoned from women --which therefore, systematically weakens and dilutes our capacity to wield influence and magnetize our desires within our lived experiences.

For a woman (of any age and ANY visual presentation), the activation of ALLURE sources women in an energetic lineage far beyond the cage of her "small s self" -- it sources her in ARCHETYPAL energy. 

Archetypal energy is REAL and allows women (and men, too) to access power greater than our own *personal* sense of self.

All "stars", icons, famous performers, and women who imprint a scintillating, fascinating energetic presence in their field are accessing Archetypal energy -- it is precisely this meta, "impersonal" energy that allows us to FEEL these women, to turn our heads and lift our noses into the air as they walk by, longing to track their captivating scent of fascination *regardless of their physical beauty*.

"Image" is actually energy. 

Allure is not a woman's sex appeal. 
Allure is not her physical beauty. 
Allure IS her capacity to access and cultivate archetypal energy on a Soul level *beyond her current sense of egoic personal self* and integrate these immortal energetic qualities into her identity,
Beingness, and the sovereign expression of her Soul.

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THE MODERN MUSE

There is a type of feminine-essenced Being who has chosen to incarnate on this planet at this time of great energetic re-organization between the masculine and feminine principles.

This gossamer strand of this “type of women” stands in the archetypal lineage of Muse.

We hear the etymological homage to her magical power to ignite, inspire, and awaken great acts of creation and devotion through words like “Music” and “Museum” — which are evolutionary living codexes built upon an immortal response to Her essence.

The *entire canon* of Romance has been created in response to this complex creatura. To point: Romance was created by MEN....the art of courting itself, great love songs, soaring poetic creations, and monumental cultural contributions have been created *in response to* the presence of this archetypal emanation of “honeypot”.

Muses, whether from the most ancient civilization or those who walk amongst us in our world today, organically embody an extraordinary quality to touch into and summon creational life-force — within mankind, and specifically, most potently within the soul of men.

The Muse is designed by Source to catalyze and inspire a creational reflex in men — as it is the masculine energetic that causes the creation to come into existence and be MADE REAL.

She — in her heightened capacity to hold and embody a specific energetic frequency of Feminine presence inspires and nurtures the tectonic plates of creation....the creational gold-print ofwhich is then *man made* (aka: built).

The Muse knows of her cosmic, Eros-drenched power...and through her capacity to communicate at the level of Soul Essence, inspires both mankind and the Gods.

Of all the Feminine archetypes, it is the Muse who instinctively knows how to (through her own codes of Remembrance) devotionally and provocatively edge-play with the cosmic ejaculatory thrust of “creation”, energetically opening to receive the archetypal seed of “idea” and to inspire and nurture its creational life-cycle until the moment it is EXISTS — ultimately, through the embodied life-force of the Masculine.

Within her own sense of Self she feels different from other women because at the level of quintessence, SHE IS DIFFERENT FROM OTHER WOMEN.

She understands her Feminine power (expressed through her as ALLURE) to summon and call forth passion, creativity, influence, innovation, empire.....and in very real ways, a new world.

Muses know instinctively that it is not about her extrinsic / external Beauty....but far more so, it is about how she FEELS....and how her Beingness is at cause of how others FEEL, particularly the Masculine, who is potently susceptible to the devotional fragrance of her Soul Essence.

She is not chained to the external conformity of extrinsic beauty standards because she deeply understands that it is her highly rarified devotional energy that is what reflexively causes a desired response to her beingness — the very definition of organic influence and power....but not one that is cultivated through striving or ‘work’.

The quality of streaming energetic transmission rather than “working hard” or “trying” is THE GOLDEN CURRENCY of the emergent new paradigm>

Without this quixotic emanation of the Feminine, our world would be hollow, anorexic of the healing force of man-made Beauty, Romance, Innovative triumph, Poetic rapture, the armor-shattering Love Song....so much of which is the result of great surges of Masculine inspiration in reflexive response to the Muse.

Today....it is the Modern Muse who knows how to inspire and evoke (cosmically as well as terrestially) mankind to be in devotional response to her Beingness. A prime source of sexual inspiration *and* aspiration of the highly coded Masculine, she lights the world up with her free, liberated, playful essence which is inseminated with divined masculine receivingness.

She naturally radiates light-filled, highly refined codes of Allure through her Soul Essence — which *causes* a magnetic radiance (which brings her joy to be freely seen) and is out-pictured in “3D metrics” such as effortless influence, money magnetism (money is a masculine energetic), a potent, gentle form of Feminine enchantment that is at once magical and REAL.

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THE EVOLUTION OF MUSE CONSCIOUSNESS

Originally written: 24 August 2019

Throughout history, the archetype of the Muse has been most frequently “confined” to the domain of performance art and entertainment.
From the most ancient days, this has been the domain in which she could most freely and fully express her Soul Essence as a source code to inspire humanity....and most directly, the Masculine.
However, as the collective energetics and light-waves continue to penetrate and catalyze the awakening collective, the “confinement” of the Muse to the stage and the camera is changing.

She — and we— are widening the archetypal channel through which she can be expressed and MADE REAL.
THIS IS VERY EXCITING.

This means that the archetypal and soul essence *communication* of the Muse is entering the realm of women called to inspire and ‘heal’ mankind through her BEINGNESS as a woman who ‘walks amongst the 'commoners’.

Her archetypal presence — one of allure, Eros, enchantment and high-level magnetism — is expanding beyond her traditional expression and being awakened and activated by Feminine healers, artists, and “non-industry” women who stand in the Remembrance of this lineage of Feminine grace and power.

The Muse has come to dance — not just on stage — but in LIFE.

“Aurum nostrum non est aurun vulgi."
”Because YOUR gold is not the common gold.”

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THE COSMIC HONEYPOT

“Enchantment is the oldest form of medicine.”

~ Carl Jung

There is a type of women whose SOUL ESSENCE is like golden honey to the soul of men, and quite literally, to the soul of mankind.  She is an eternal expression of a Feminine Consciousness that awakens and lights up aspects of a man that even the “Goddesses” cannot reach.  Her beauty is palpable, electric, magical and alluring *outside of* the metrics of external beauty.  

She is in eternal love and devotion to the Masculine and in return to her *sovereign receivership* of the meta-masculine, she receives the treasured cherishing of his archetypal devotion.

The Feminine capacity to enchant, magnetize, spellcast and cultivate influence *regardless* of her extrinsic beauty is called ALLURE. And of all of the archetypes, it is the Muse who knows how to drizzle the golden honey of allure into the Collective, magnetizing her heart’s desire, gifts, money, influence, and adoration to her *should she choose*. 

Our need for Feminine enchantment is as deep and psychically necessary as our physical need for food and water.  We have just forgotten the very real medicine of Magic. Feminine allure is of priceless value to the Masculine because it is a way of communicating to him  (and to the world) that you LOVE being a Feminine woman.....and that being eternally penetrated and ravished  by the Light of the Meta-Masculine is a sacred Remembrance, and one that brings you very *real* (like highly energetically orgasmically REAL) frequencies of ecstatic devotion.

Museship is a very ancient art form. It is non-sexual, but highly Eros-driven.

It is sourced deep within a specific expression of r/evolutionary Feminine consciousness —one who stands in overt, honorific, highly respectful 

DEVOTION TO THE MASCULINE.  (Ooooh....SUCH the taboo in these days of diminishing the DIVINE CO-CREATIVE LIFEFORCE that is the Masculine principle in the name of “the patriarchy” or by allowing distorted expressions of men/ primal Masculine leadership to become the template of how it is that we hold the energetic of “the Masculine” within our systems. Btw, and to be clear: this is the work of each of us as women to clear within our own systems.)

As a woman is initiated more deeply into Muse consciousness and the remembrance of her sacred devotion to the meta-Masculine, there is a potent energetic activation  of her Feminine essence to EMANATE, MAGNETIZE, ENCHANT, and INFLUENCE.  During these times of great awakening when it is eminently clear that ENERGY IS EVERYTHING, receiving Muse activations is totally a secret advantage. While some women will continue to “work hard”, Muses magnetize in ways that truly defy 3D ‘reality’.

Muses (both similar and different from the Lover-Priestess archetype) carry the codes of being able to HEAL THE MASCULINE through our BEINGNESS. And in return, we are cosmically penetrated and anointed with the Cosmic Light of God — which is reflected in all aspects of our life as “magic”.

THE SONIC BOOM OF FEMININE POWER

TRANSMISSION IS A SIGNAL.

It is the movement of primal shock waves from one women into many.

It is energetic nakedness.

It is the way that women FEEL one another, tracking the scent of our own Feminine life-force being emanated by another version of this wanting creature that lives inside of us....this wildness that we call "the Feminine."

MY PERSONAL GAUNTLET:

There are many women who identify with being a "leader" and a "disruptor" and a "bad-ass" -- Thank the Gods for the Fiesty Ones! However, I personally have never cared about *nor desired* these roles or qualities in life.

WHEN THE WORLD GIVES YOU MORE THAN YOU ASKED FOR:

**THIS** is why I am so grateful that I was in Perri's mastermind container this past year - because this woman can energetically HOLD ME, even when I am thrashing at the apex of a MOTHERTRUCKING INTENSE *INVOLUNTARY* ORGASM FROM LIFE HAVING ITS WAY WITH ME.

*I HAD TO GET IN RIGHT RELATIONSHIP WITH MY POWER*

Avoidance (the usual suspect for INFJ sorts like me) was not an option because because it was ALREADY HAPPENING.

**GETTING RIGHT WITH OUR POWER IS A MASSIVE INITIATION FOR FEMININE-ESSENCED BEINGS**

-- and it has been acutely painful for me at times along the way. Capacity to hold sensation is one of THE KEYS to Feminine power and wealth -- and this is one of Perri's areas of mastery -- a total TRANSMISSION POWER-UP.

THE HAPPY ENDING:

I will be one of Perri's guest speakers at TRANSMISSION.

This has not been an easy thing for me to say yes to....because as Perri has brilliantly illuminated to me, there are ways in my life in which I am held captive by my "preferences".

WHAT IS TRUE FOR ME:

I have a strong preference to *not* speak on stage in front of you at TRANSMISSION.

*AND*

I will be speaking on stage in front of you at TRANSMISSION.

In fact, I am going to bring the house down....

BECAUSE ITS TIME.

This is why the unleashing that Perri catalyzes in the world matters so deeply.

Because just like SO MANY MAGICAL WOMEN, there are ways in which I have been enslaved to my fear and to my very precise *preferences*, which leave me standing inside a gilded cage, holding the damn keys in my own hand.

Perri IS HERE FOR NOTHING LESS THAN THE POWER WE DON'T EVEN DARE LET OURSELVES BELIEVE *WE GET TO HAVE*.

Her medicine can be bittersweet -- and -- I am so grateful to her that she is willing to stand in the fires, so that we may set our own selves FREE.

TRANSMISSION

Phoenix (but of course its in PHOENIX )

2-5 May

If you hear the whisper of your own power calling,

JOIN US.

TEN DAYS LEFT TO REGISTER, BUTTERCUPS.

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TOP SECRET "EX-HUSBAND" REFORM SCHOOL

How Healing YOUR relationship to "THE MASCULINE" transforms your "tyrannical ex-husband*

(NOTHING TO SEE HERE, "EX-HUSBANDS", MOVE RIGHT ALONG )

Your "megalomaniacal, narcissistic, controlling, egocentric, "ex-husband" who has you held in what feels like energetic hostage even though you divorced him years ago.....starts to.....AHEM, "change".....and right before your very eyes, he starts to s-s-s-s-support you and the choices you are making for yourself and your life.

Initially, I thought it was just one client and her

'ex-husband'....and now, after reproducing similar results in several other containers with wildly different circumstances, I've got this 'tyrant ex-husband' story on FLEEK.

'Ex-husband' V.2.0 is not even the primary intention of my work, but once we start de-fragging the programming you've swallowed and get the bugs off the windshield on how *YOU VIEW AND HOLD* the multi-dimensional archetypal energetic of "The Masculine" in your STORY and in *your SYSTEM*, ALL the MEN seem to somehow automagically begin... to....mysteriously shift.

And then the "Ex-husband" War Lord shows what appears to be a teeensy eeeensy bit of neutrality....which then sort of Chia-pets into what we can truly only forensically identify as an irrefutable whiff of civility....and HOLD THE , dare we even look the gift horse in the mouth:

its actual KINDNESS.

And.....the kicker is.....you don't even have to TALK. TO. HIM. (OR THEM if you have a little serial monogamist style* in you ) *NOT THAT I WOULD PERSONALLY KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT THIS, AHEM

TOUGH COOKIE HINT

IT ALL BEGINS WITH YOU AGREEING TO NEVER AGAIN DISRESPECT THIS MAN THAT YOU ONCE DEEPLY and DEARLY LOVED BY REFERRING TO HIM AS YOUR "EX-HUSBAND" EVER. AGAIN.

(This goes for EX-wife as well, obvi.)

This is one of the VERY REAL, where the rubber-hits-the-road results of entering into a container DEVOTED to supporting you in your REMEMBRANCE OF UNION WITHIN.

This work is completely different than a template of forgiveness -- which intrinsically includes the energetic of that which was deemed "wrong". This is deepening into the marrow-deep knowing that there truly is

NOTHING TO FORGIVE.

YOU ARE *THAT* LOVED.

GRAIL QUEEN: THE GOLDEN KEYS of HIEROS GAMOS

is a 3-month journey co-created with Prophetess Erica Jade which is devoted to Lover Priestesses on the Hieros Gamos journey ~ and to ALL women ready to heal (IN ALL REALMS) their relationship to 'The Masculine':

Men, Money, and God.... including the man formally known as your "ex-husband".

Private message for the Grail Queen insider scoop.

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THE EMPTY CHALICE: THE EPIDEMIC OF MAGICAL WOMEN TRAPPED IN AN ARCHAIC SCARCITY DISTORTION

Do you know what we say about cash in our culture?

We say: 

CA💲H IS KING.

What we do NOT say is:

🚫 CASH IS QUEEN.

🚫 CASH IS THE EMPRESS.

🚫 CASH IS THE HIGH PRIESTESS

Um, No. 

We say -- and it is for very precise reasons: 

CA💲H. IS. KING.

And let me be even more specific: 

CASH IS KING.....WITH A HARD COCK 

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The idea that "Cash is King" is vitally important for women to understand, *literally* WOMB DEEP.

There are women all over the world and many in my immediate field who are CRIMINALLY MAGICAL, MULTIDIMENSIONALLY POWERFUL,  WILDLY BEAUTIFUL....and yet....."cannot afford" to invest in themselves, their business, or with teachers who KNOW HOW TO JAILBREAK THEM from the distorted spell of energetic impoverishment, scarcity, and poverty vows that they are unconsciously trapped within.

This is a form of MIASMA — it is a RADICAL and MALEFICENT DISTORTION. 

Truth be told: it is by DESIGN by forces and ancient contracts that will remain unnamed here — 

AND….LET ME BE VERY CLEAR:

It is *your* responsibility to liberate yourself from this template of impoverishment and financial anorexia within this lifetime, should you choose

THE WAY TO LIBERATE YOURSELF FROM THE SCARCITY TEMPLATE (that you have been impregnated with if you run the story “I don’t have enough money”) IS TO ENTER THE HOLY *KING-DOM* of UNION WITHIN.  

In the alchemical and/or Jungian lineage, this is called HIEROS GAMOS.

In order to consecrate and INSEMINATE your life (as a Feminine Essenced Being) with CASH...aka: The Cosmic 💲eed of our INFINITELY abundant universe, you need to EMBODY TWO (seemingly) PARADOXICAL ENERGETICS SIMULTANEOUSLY. 

In other words, we must DRAW INTO UNION WITHIN TWO POLARIZED ENERGETIC STATES:

1. You must choose to CREATE YOUR LIFE as a MONSTROUSLY MAGNETIC, DEVASTATINGLY ATTRACTIVE, PULSATING WOMB STATE. 

The energetic field of YOUR GREAT WORK...your *LIFE* needs to be lush, fertile, pulsing with life force, wettened with desire, pleasure, and *exquisite vulnerability*. 

The FEMININE FIELD YOU ARE needs to be *consciously* created, cultivated, and encoded with so MUCH TURN-ON that the primal thrust of the UNIVERSE *DESIRES* TO EJACULATE HIS CREATIONAL 💲EED….ALL. OVER. YOUR. LIFE, Darlingheart. 

2. YOU NEED TO ACTIVATE and EXALT YOUR OWN INNER COSMIC COCK. You must to be willing to EXALT (HONOR, RESPECT, WORSHIP, and **TRULY APPRECIATE**) your OWN INNER MASCULINE ASPECT. 

😎 And, here is the kicker:   

This means that *the moment* that you externalize your power — or — YOUR PERCEIVED LACK of POWER — onto any external masculine avatar, person or system 

(and THIS INCLUDES THE most insidious Feminine distortion and power leak of the 21st century: 

😱 “The Patriarchy” 😱 ), you are deflating and discounting the potency of your own inner masculine aspect. 

That right there is a flaccid cock — and while I have nothing but love for cocks in all states of being, if you want TO CREATE, you straight-up require a hard cock.

TO BE CLEAR:

“Activating + Exalting your own inner masculine aspect” DOES NOT MEAN you have to run massive injections of high-octane Masculine energy through your system (in fact, nothing destroys Shakti more rapidly) or indiscriminately migrate to your Masculine channel (although the latter is certainly necessary at times).

🎯 It does mean that you have to REPAIR the ENERGETIC SIGNATURE of “THE MASCULINE” WITHIN YOUR OWN PSYCHE, LIGHT-BODY, EPIGENETIC BLUEPRINT, and (most of all…) YOUR ARMORED, TERRIFIED, RADIANT AS FUCK FEMININE HEART. 🎯

🔥 The "The Feminine is Rising" Industrialized Goddess System has done so many women a profound disservice. 

First of all, the Feminine DOES NOT "RISE".

MEN'S COCKS AND THE SUN (*SON* ) RISE. 

☀️ Fairy Tales illuminate a very sacred knowing that it is the KING who sits on his THRONE IN A CASTLE ON THE VERY TIPPY TOP OF A MOUNTAIN WEARING A GOLDEN CROWN upon his head. 

This is so that he can be geo-physically positioned as the MOST HIGH...the MOST PHALLICALLY and PHYSICALLY EXALTED OF ALL BEINGS....THE CLOSEST BEING TO THE SUN (symbolized by the golden crown), so that he can receive the CREATION CODES OF SOLAR PHALLIC CONSCIOUSNESS. THIS IS BECAUSE THE PHALLIC ENERGETIC OF THE MASCULINE IS  SOLARIZED*.

The FEMININE, on the other hand, DESCENDS. 

She GROWS DOWNWARD into the chthonic, wet, fertile, dark, lunar aspects of Gaian and womb consciousness.

She generates and creates in stillness and the dark. 

She is slow, undulating, and potently exponentiating: 

you give a woman one teeny SINGLE SPERM and she gives you back a HUMAN BEING.

All the great creational myths illuminate this divine alchemy to us: the Solarized Masculine penetrates the Lunar Feminine to create NEW LIFE ~ which includes MONEY. 

The restoration and activation of Feminine expression, potency, and MAGIC that has been pillaged and siphoned by corrupted forces throughout the ages is PARAMOUNT to the sustainability of life on this planet. 

However, the fullness and potency of this emergent frequency of Feminine power — INCLUDING and in some ways ESPECIALLY within the energetic signature of wealth — will continue to elude us if we exile, banish, castrate and condemn our own INTERNAL Masculine aspect.

When we project our distrust or condemnation of men and the Masculine into the world the most direct, linear, AND phallic way that this will be boomeranged right back to us is via the data point of our banking account. Do you see that MONEY - because it is Masculine in its energetic signature - is THE PERFECT MIRRORING to reflect to you where your trust in the Masculine (FAITH IN THE UNIVERSE + GOD) is lacking?

Let me say this differently: LACK and SCARCITY is a PROGRAM (most acutely directed at the Feminine, ps) — and this miasmic template is reflected to you MOST DIRECTLY in the LACK and SCARCITY YOU EXPERIENCE as and through the energetic of MONEY. 

You can hire the most “bad-ass” business coaches in ALL THE LAND, take alllll the sales courses, learn all the Willy Wonka funnel contraptions….but…..**UNLESS and UNTIL** you HEAL YOUR RELATIONSHIP TO THE MASCULINE — TO GOD — and STAND IN THE REMEMBRANCE OF HIEROS GAMOS -- *UNION WITHIN*-- it will be *nothing more* than putting fancy lip-gloss on a pig because YOU. WON’T. BE. ABLE. TO. HOLD. IT.

It is my prayer for ALL WOMEN suffering inside of these scarcity and impoverishment templates to recognize that while SCARCITY IS FALSE and MUST BE REJECTED, the archaic artifacts of these Collective Feminine Wound templates (martyrdom, the Witch Wound, HONORING OUR MATTER and that WE MATTER, and the Financial anorexia / starvation held within the Matrilineal codes of the Ancestral line) are *real*.

It is time for a new story….the story of women who are ready and willing to take our rightful seats as QUEEN.  AND, in order to do so, we must exalt not just the Feminine -- BUT ALSO the ENERGETIC POLARITY OF THE MASCULINE WITHIN.

We must allow ourselves to be FILLED with the LIGHT PENETRATION of the Masculine — of GOD. This is how these miasmic templates will be destroyed: it is only when we are cleansed (Christened) of these distortions that will we will be able to truly receive the Golden Blessings of our KINGS: MEN, MONEY, and GOD.

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"THIS IS YOUR MOMENT. This is your time to collect God’s promises and blessings in your chalice — but you have to be able to hold it. Grail Queen is going to equip you with the vessel and container for that, and it’s also going to bring you into divine relationship with the masculine’ 

~ Erica Jade   💜 ✝️ 💜

🌹 DEVOTED TO LOVER-PRIESTESSES ON THE HIEROS GAMOS JOURNEY and TO ALL WOMEN READY TO HEAL THEIR RELATIONSHIP TO THE MASCULINE 🌹

WE ARE THE ONES WE HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR.

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THE FEMININE QUINTESSENCE DOES NOT "LAUNCH"

Cock, sperm, and rockets "launch".

The Feminine releases...or like Salome in her dance before Herod, she knowingly removes her veils, one by one, so that slowly, slowly she can be beholden in her fullness and her mystery.

The Feminine essence releases....at the "pace of blood releasing from the womb"* or should she choose, in a flash of cosmic womb~light created in the very moment of conception.

The energetic signature of 'launching' is phallic, a penetrative thrust into the collective. This too is perfect -- and -- requires that we migrate to our masculine channel to meet and hold the effortful sensation of that which "launches" itself into the world.

When we enter the energetically yang vortex of 'launching', the wisdom of the womb-gates lose their life-affirming coherence.

We allow a phallic, topographical mythology of "how business is done" and "how money is made" to be overlaid onto the deep Feminine hinterlands of instinct, womb, and pussy.

We unconsciously contort, we "hustle", we lay our pleasure upon the altar, and drive ourselves into the collective, rather than anointing....stilling....pleasuring.

We become fervent sperm rather than lush, fattening egg.

We don't dare to believe that *we can magnetize the world to us* through the potency of our stillness, our deep moonlit knowing, the seductive lifting of veil, the softening of cervix.

What if it is in this place of deep, carnal co-creation... lying in the warm waters, heart opening, womb trembling, that the world comes to lay its golden coins upon your pillow?

“And I am the egg that surrounds and nurtures the seed of the God in me.”

~ Carl Jung, “The Red Book”

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